Friday, April 28, 2006

My first blog

I don’t know but it kind of feels odd as well, but I think I should start blogging it just opens up new dimensions. You know someday you feel someway and the next day -man, it’s just a dream! I am just running of some inspiration, life is treating me quite good- But nothing is happening. I for now have to run back to the creative self of mine, what’s better than start writing- The one thing which I always loved to do.

The reason I opt for blogs is that it always keeps my mind refreshed and involved. Writing keep me focused and reflects my very self to me. It has been a lazy morning today waking up late at 7 30, rushing up and starting office by 8-45. It’s Thursday today, so I get my sambaram today. What else, this phrase is haunting me- so is the phrase “What to say” – I am indeed out of sorts in controlling these words. I was so fresh and alive when I walked into the office, and soon all that freshness was wiped off thanks to a slow display at the office.

I got to say, a big thanks. Whenever it seems that I fall in deep pits – There is this breeze of assurance that makes me alive and gives me a wake up call on what exactly is happening. I always get lots of room to grow, to put it in another way- I never get my full share. I believe, I still got lots of urge and path ahead of me -the only thing that could possible could have caused all of this. Am I lacking the panic, I don’t know?

The entire concept of MAZE that we were talking about yesterday is no more a reality it has been super imposingly forethought off but it is arguably not up to the mark as well. It is always haunting to hear big words like politics et al, but the final say is that wherever you go –these small things follow you. A smile can indeed set a lot of things straight but stiff as well.

So think Naveen what in the world could you possibly do to make the entire merry go round more interesting. I believe you always love to design that’s something nobody could argue with you, so I bet you either go on to your game designing seriously or work out of this one by yourself. Let me tell you, people are going to laugh at you when you go on to any interview right now. You profoundly have to sharpen your physics and math and from then on will be at a real good age to move into Dhruva really. The platform is already there 2 yrs is the best possible time one can possibly ever imagine.

So what is the answer to the million dollar question- Why did you quit your previous question? A very apt answer is “I am very thankful to my previous company for recognizing me initially. I am always grateful to the entire team that built my base. When you don’t have your room to grow and it really means a lot to your inner self you have to take these decisions. The most probable question that follows up is that, why do you want to join us. My answer right now is “Just that- I believe I belong here”. If you demand respect there is not a single word they can speak back. Coming back to this company, what is alarmingly making you worried about this company.

One can start of writing about it saying that politics is a major part, but the thing is that work is not fun anymore (never been so except the training period). I enjoyed a heck a lot when I was there in that scheme of things in the training period. Now, everything sucks big time.